Today i experienced grace of Baba through an incident which appears to be small to people who read but for me it was not less then a miracle. I feel so because sometimes you are so helpless and are sure that there is no way out and you have to endure the pain but then there appears a sudden solution.. same thing happened today....
There is huge work pressure these days in office because of shortage of officers of my rank in the Headquarters. Therefore i have additional responsibilities and come home only around 8 pm. Sometimes my daughter waits for me till then to do her homework . I get so tired by this time and have no energy to do anything else. Sometimes anxiety gives mental fatigue which leads to indolence. I am going through such a worse situation where i am immersed in work and have no time for myself or anyone...
Today i had to attend a very important conference at 10 am. I knew it would consume lot of time and energy and i had no will to work in office after 5 pm and meet deadlines. A colleague of mine who could be in office instead of me was on leave and i knew he would not attend the office today and i explained to myself early morning that there was no option... while sitting on my bed early morning, i looked at Sai Bhagwan's pic and asked '' Baba can't any miracle happen ? " then i prepared myself mentally for the hectic day. At 8.15 a.m my same colleague called me and a ray of hope flickered in my heart . He informed me that he wont come to office today. I expected that so didnt get bothered much and got ready by 9 a.m and was about to leave for office when phone rang. I was surprised to see the call from a junior of mine who never attends calls early morning. I asked her what happened ? She was quiet for a moment and asked about my plan for the day. I informed and again asked why she called early morning. She was silent for few seconds and said that she wanted to come to office after noon and that she could attend to my work after 5 pm.
I could not believe my ears and thanked Baba again and again for his small mercy which mattered a lot to me....Baba is so kind..he hears every prayer and solves even trivial problems of devotees...
